Tag Archives: grief

HOPE

One year ago today I walked a message in the snow to my mother who had stepped into heaven only a few short hours earlier. I felt bitterly cold to the core, silent, lonely, and empty… Exactly one year later, … Continue reading

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The empty rocking chair…

 

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The big huge hole

Journal Entry (6 weeks) Last night I was stricken once again with insomnia. Thoughts churned and churned and emotions came to the surface. I touched my mother’s “jammy” top which is now tucked under my pillow, instead of wearing it … Continue reading

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The Message

This is true: I was not there to say good-bye or hold my mother’s hand the night she died. I live too far away. My world inside felt as cold and gray as the weather felt outside. I sat at … Continue reading

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