Tag Archives: grief

The day after

this is the forgotten day… tightly closed in houses. Raging storms darkened skies. Forced silence even the very earth seems to have stopped rotating Jesus Christ is dead! The LIGHT has left. Grief begs for               pause…                                                                      solitude … Continue reading

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HOPE

One year ago today I walked a message in the snow to my mother who had stepped into heaven only a few short hours earlier. I felt bitterly cold to the core, silent, lonely, and empty… Exactly one year later, … Continue reading

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The empty rocking chair…

 

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The big huge hole

Journal Entry (6 weeks) Last night I was stricken once again with insomnia. Thoughts churned and churned and emotions came to the surface. I touched my mother’s “jammy” top which is now tucked under my pillow, instead of wearing it … Continue reading

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The Message

This is true: I was not there to say good-bye or hold my mother’s hand the night she died. I live too far away. My world inside felt as cold and gray as the weather felt outside. I sat at … Continue reading

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